Talking to my voices

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When I was 5
They taught me how to pray
Kneel to the ground and call out his name
I did and we talked till the morning light
He would listen and I would speak

When I was 10
They locked me up
Behind white walls and closed doors
God, doesn’t talk back-you delusional child
But, I swore he talked back to me

When I was 12
I figured out the worlds game
I learned he talked in many ways
He talked to me and I to him
Not necessarily for the world to know

When I was 16
He stop talking
I heard now, laughs and screams
I knelt on the ground and called out his name
This time God didn’t talk back to me

When I was 18
I knew it was about to ruin me
The sin of reaching out to heaven
Was mine and mine alone
My mind was out to perish me and I had no savior

Now, I’m 20 and I learned it the hard way
Tamed the voices and the screams
Talk to your demons and the Holy deity
Just let them be free inside your head
But always cuff them when you need

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