I lied all along

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I lied
I am not a tender heart and warm eyes
I am cold to the pit and a shallow soul

I lied
I am not colors and childish glitter
I am the lack of colors and maddening destruction

I lied
I am not love and care
I am pain and sadism

I lied
I am not innocence and purity
I am my own demon filthy to the core

I lied
I am not a positive call in your life
I am the one who will make you fall

I lied
I am not the angel you fell in love with
I am the black widow who bit you in your sleep

I lied
I am not at peace
I am at war in my own head

I lied
I am not the promises in your blood saying I will give it my all
I am the nothingness in your heart saying I bluffed from the start

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About Bano

I’m trying to find a better introduction but since, I can’t? Hello, welcome to my blog. I decided to write after a series of therapy sessions and a very serious manic episode. This blog is a dedication to how I have evolved as a person. I might someday start a commercial blog but no right now. Everything posted here *in my broken grammar and shit English* is how I have turned out as a person. Anyways, that is it. Bye!

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